Getting Built

All I can do is get built.

My dilemma is Chicken and Egg.

What came first?

Who built who?

All I can do is get built.

Just 4 weeks of exercise.

People have been horrified.

“Dude, what the fuck have you done?”

All I can do is get built. All I can do is get built.

Cortisol levels finally buried.

Testosterone levels slammed through the roof.

Everything has become a statue in my world. Including me.

All I can do is get built.

I was never any good after we split.

My neck is now twice the size it used to be.

I know I am starting to look frightening.

All I can do is get built.

I have thrown my old clothes out.

They do not fit me any more.

All I can do is get built.

These days I barely recognise myself.

Perhaps that is what I really wanted.

All I can do is get built.

Broccoli and Peanut Butter. Men and mental health.

Some days I wake up and catch a glance of my reflection and cannot believe my size.

All I can do is get built.

This was all natural.

I look unnatural.

All I can do is get built.

I used to believe that I was a man who dreamt of having muscles. Then I woke up and realised that was all a dream. I was just a muscle who once dreamt it was a man.